YESTERDAY'S GONE

was so fine in e morning. during 2nd breakout in sch, i kept sneezing & started to hav flu. felt so weak, 2 packets of tissue were used up. i've gt work aft sch, everybody cal me not to go. I dun tink i can make it too, i might faint while servin customer. took a cab home, felt reali restless...

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10:34 PM

me & xiuling
mon: met ben aft sch, went to funan it mall to collect my laptop. was so pleased dat nth was deleted. made our way to ps den. had swensens for dinner, den went for our movie "pirates of the caribbean". slept abit thru'out the show. was too shag. overall a pretty exciting movie. not gng to sch tmr, shall slp til i happy (=

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10:24 PM

work, sch, work, sch. hf atrium sales has been insane. not that e crowd is a huge one, but the arrangement of the items makes me go round & round. my head has been spinnin & spinnin. tmr off day, shall chill out and not think abt work

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1:07 AM

mon: emily & ben came to look for me after sch. took a cab to cgh, my dad was on e bed. my mum was cryin non-stp. yes, it's a minor op, from this i could tel hw much my mum loves my dad.

tues: morning cant switch on my laptop. hard disk is most likely rejected due to me droppin it twice seriously. so no choice, emily acc me to funan it mall to service my laptop. which means i will hav difficulty in sch for quite a no of days. since bugis is so near, we decided to jalan2 dere. saw yingying & jiayu. bought a skinny jeans, a demin skirt and vivien's bday present. i noe ben is gonna scold me ltr. & yes, wen we met at cw pt, he nagged...

den we made our way to hg plaza to meet melody, ah san, wai see & ivy. plaza has seems to be a regular place for us. tok abt work, personal stuffs & anythin we tot of. while goin hme, all of us saw a newly open hellokitty store, everything looks pretty & sweet. dis is e 1st time im attracted by kitty. sure to visit again when it's open (:

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3:33 PM

my dad is warded now. & he is goin to go thru an operation soon. dis mornin he was perfectly ok, he stil joked & fooled ard wit me. my mum is crying...

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11:28 AM

alot of meetings up to mornin dese days. harbourfront atrium is startin soon, melody insisted me to hlp her rather dan gng clarke q. tiring tiring, very lil slp everyday & yet i still gotta wake up so early. anyway, sales are gettin btr & btr at central cq. now cq even had e placing of 2nd and 3rd upon sales. last tym we used to be e last few due to e very very small crowd. im reali glad cos i watch e shop grows, n i hope for e best for cq's outlet. so moral of the stry: wad comes ard goes ard. those who laughed, now its our turn to laugh at u.

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2:04 AM

tues: met my sweety emily aft sch. we were wonderin wher to go & she suggested to go kbox. went to kai's place but he goin to transfer things so we went to ben's place at chinatwn. many sentimental songs remind me of past memories. decided nt to go sch tmr due to dis sudden gastric pain and im sure i wil be reali shag in sch...

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4:11 PM

tues: aft sch met sweety emily at cw. we jalan abit n den took bus to compass pt. main thin was to pass a buyer her item. so once agn, we shopped. ya, we culdnt stp shoppin, dats why we are females. swensens for dinner. emily once agn insisted to tke neoprints, i hate it cos i nv look gd but its ok, being happy is gd enuf (: an instinct tells me dat sth bad is gonna hpn...

wed: no mood, skipped wrk. gotta say my day was rily bad. even had sum fight wit him. met emily at cw point. after dinner went to meet melody and jaslyn at batok. long time nv chat wit her le, seein her made me very much cheered up cos we always fool ard. alot of things were said as usual, felt much btr aft dat

thurs: melody found a wallet dat consists of 70+ bucks(wen can i be like her?). aft wrk jitao jio me go kbox, lol. anyway felt reali comfortable singin wit her as we hav almost e same likings. went home wit ben aft dat. hope everythin wil be fine

fri: gave myself an off day from sch & work. ben went home after slpin & we met agn ard evenin time. we rily do not noe wher to head to so ended up in town wher most things can be done. swensens for dinner agn, 1st time havin dinner dere wit him. waited very long for e food as there were huge crowds, ehh. went to heeren to shop ard, bought a key & lock necklace which i've craved for at heeren. den to cine. ben wanted to buy tops but culdnt find sth dat catches his eyes. wel, wrk at tb tmr. gonna be a long long day for me...

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2:02 AM

mayb im concern. mayb im being unreasonable. mayb im thinkin too much. mayb i jus miss single life. mayb commitment is too much for me. mayb i was affected by previous relationships. mayb i hav too high expectations

i could write a compo write now, titled "an unlucky day". this beautiful mornin, i forgt to bring my workplace's uni out, water spilled all over my jeans & bag when i did not close e cap properly. part of hp strap dropped in e pretty packed bus. burn my fingers wit e hot wtr at water cooler. i cant imagine wad wil hpn ltr. i dun wna continue my day.

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9:44 AM

all these love & pain. kinda sick of it. thinkin of it just makes me go mad. somehw i miss single life. i reali duno wad to do, can someone pls kindly guide me...

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2:33 PM

mon: brand new mornin, decided nt to go to sch. e tot of e journey to sch jus kill. was at home til late afternoon den i prepare to go out. arrived at fareast wit emily, kai & jia ming ard. b4 dat dey were watchin spiddy. so we shopped ard, had dinner & even neoprints which emily requested.

kai & jm went for pool n we joined dem ltr. ben wanted to join us so much but too bad, he gotta wrk. sum quarrels were gng on btw e couple, hard for me to do things too cos wadever i say, dey may stop for a moment but wil begin moments ltr. but shant complain much, dis is normal routine for a couple. wel, pics shall do e talkins for nw (:

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1:55 AM

ah jie wearing the shirt i gave her =D
fri 4/o5: sch was rather happenin tday. we had to do a speech within a min & say anythin under e sun to examine our speechin skills. everyone was clappin & cheerin for one another when 1 goes up to say their speech. den it was san's turn. he began his topic wit "why am i here in rp?" i was thinkin dat he wil tok abt his course & so on wich was rather boring. but a big nono, he continued his sentence wit "i just came out frm prison wit e sentence of 6 yrs and 5 strokes" everyone stunned, cos we didnt expect him to say dis. & nobody noes abt dat too. he continued tat he wasted alot of his time & he deeply regretted, he requested us to study hard & nvr be like him. tears were fallin from almost everyone. we were reali touched & admired his bravery, as not much pp like him wil dare to tok abt his past. kudos to san!

aftermath, went to work at cw point. bought a top & a long skirt. & den a movie wit ben. spiddy, very gd show but wit sum boring parts in btw, i fell aslp due to tiredness. if i could, i would wana watch again =/

sat 5/o5: back to central cq for work. waisee gave me a hp strap she bought at msia. i like it so much, it is so cute & i nvr see dis in sg b4. melody kept wantin to xchge her white strap wit me. but hers is pretty too, n it suits her perfectly. so sry abt it, no exchanges (:

anyway, a pic of e baby my mum is baby-sitting now. one word: cute! i laugh & he wil laugh wit me, awwww!

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12:27 PM

adeline, me, xiuling in sch

me & xiuling

yj snapped me

den my turn to do so
wed: off tday, so as usual, went to cw pt to hav lunch or early dinner wif yujie. i wanted to hav swensen but yujie insisted on pizza hut. so my agreement was so wrong, i ordered traditional bolognaise and it totally sucks. missing pastamania so much while eating. went home later n off to slp ard 9+ due to being reali shag. sch, work, sch, work, how to cope...

during sum stupid discussion
thurs: few days ago bought a pair of slip-ons from charles & keith. tot it looks gorgeous & i could actually wear it to work but dis was all false instinct. it was so horribly pain. so after work met ben. everytym mit him my foot wil definitely be painful, sway. so as usual, went to hav dinner & straight home. tmr midnight show, hope seats are available & most imprtly i dun fall aslp.

i dun noe if i was tinkin too much. sometimes makes me hate myself or even him. shall i compare or shall i not? i reali wish to pour all my probs to sumone, but no one in e right mind wil listen to me, & i've gt no one in mind too. was it a wrong choice to step into it? these thoughts can kill me straight

miss these 2 kids lots. they reali cheered me up durin cny. 2 lil cuties! i miss them & those happy times with my sisters.

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1:21 AM